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jessica, i'm 17. & 2007 was the worst year yet. i hated every moment of it; execpt london. & i hope, that 2008 will be the year i've been waiting for, a new year, new start - new people & hopefuly a super cool boyfriend :] & i'm taking this time, on this livejournal - to be perfectly honest, to write what i feel & actually share something. i love writing, its a passion. this year, i'm forgetting about the people in the past that have hurt me intentionally, forgiving the people who didn't mean too. & i've decided that im going to refrain from giving second chances, to anyone. & also, theres alot people don't know about me & i would like to keep it that way, unless your a great friend. when i look in the mirror, i hate what i see, i have a picture in my head of what i should look like, & i can't wait untill i look in the mirror & be happy at what i see the uphill struggle to get to like what i see, i'm sure the feeling will be amazing.sometimes i crave love & attention. but the only love i'm giving is to my e.d i am pro ana. my ''series'' of bad relationship`s really don't help matters. from now on, i'm going to try and stick up for myself & show you love if i really do like you, because i am the way i am, but it will take so much more for me to hate you. i'm fed up being a bitch, but i have to sometimes. & sometimes i think there actually is someone out there for me, someone amazing he could be the next person or the last but he's there...somewhere. i love my family, i think they are amazing my brothers are very important to me & my mum is like a bestfriend & i feel like the luckiest person alive to have a family like them. SKINNY, is beautiful - anyone who says different is always fat, aren't they?
i love the magazine vogue, fashion is life. MAC cosmetics are always best. i love my collection of designer bags & purses :] sometimes i can be interesting - if your interested :] i love being in the heat - even though being cold burns more calories. my hair - is my most prized posession alot of time&effort&money goes into it. i love my cellphone, its so cute. i played classical piano for years, i quit a while back. but play it when im hungry, to take my mind of food :] i have alot of respect for people, i show it to gain it. i am very low maintenance&independant - i'll buy my own jimmychoo thanks!
&i'm out x

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